Nine years ago they asked us;
oh how young we were back then.
They asked us where we saw ourselves
ten years from that day's end.
I paused and thought of who I was
and who I wanted to be
and while the others made grand plans
I thought "It'd be nice to be happy.."
To wake each morning smiling
at the rising of the sun
to never have to shed a tear
or see the pain of anyone.
I never thought I asked for much
until life dealt a crooked hand
years in the hourglass flew by
like grains of falling sand.
I tried to make
my world a better place
not just for me
but for all who saw my face.
I stretched myself
thin as I could
helping those I met
when none other would.
Until I sit
where I do today.
With all I know,
so far away.
Thinking back,
nine years ago.
Nine winters worth
of fallen snow.
Nine years ago, they said to me
"we want to be rich, successful, free,
employed, in college, or a university"
Now I sit here
living their dreams
while my own tear
at my sanity's seams.
My wishes, hopes, are unfulfilled
and yet somehow, they are not killed.
Somewhere ahead
my road will end.
somewhere ahead
my life will mend.
Somewhere ahead,
past water and fire
I'll find the happiness
that I desire.
Also, the part with "I stretched myself thin as I could helping those I met when none other would" reverberates the character of someone I know.
All in all this poem makes you ponder on what truly makes people happy and what choices they have to make (or have made already). Then check back if those choices support the path that leads to happiness.